Us

Walls come crashing down in this moment of bliss, caught in the rubble somewhere love exists, a passion we could’nt resist, the implosion of a star is only have as intense, I cant half ass with this, is it consequence or a blessing, is it pure or just stressing, what have we here, poetic melodies caressing my fair lady’s ear, NO, it’s Truth if GOD allows I swear, I love, I respect, I fear, I fear losing the promise of love everlasting, stretching the boundaries of love in the glow of faith we are basking, patience is all im asking, until im a patient and before they lower my casket our love supercedes our passion..

Past Romances

Should people who once shared feelings for each other in the past try and rekindle those flames? Personally, I believe it depends on the situation. If it was real then it would be real at the present. The thing is people should have grown since the past. So the dynamics of the “Relationship” would be different. On the other hand, just because 2 people share feelings does not mean those people should be in a relationship. What do you think?

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Gotta let her go, let her know, in a letter or note, bcuz she can quote some the illest phrases i ever wrote, she listened to the realest words my heart ever spoke, gotta detox bcuz she became my drug, my dope, infected my veins that pull the strings of my heartbeat, gasping for breath as cupids arrow makes my heart bleed, romeo never known love like this, how can that turn into this,a star-crossed lover’s implosion leaves a black hole and dreams tossed into the abyss, she spoke but i didnt listen,she showed me the route and yet i still came up missing, ghost protocol its an impossible mission, an improbable proposition, insurmountable odds and hostile opposition, daily competition, so I supply this scripture, “he made man in his image”, so even with a thousand words you couldnt describe this picture…the fluid flow of the ocean halted by mountains of emotion but waves of love starts the process of that mountains erosion

Survey: Personal Questions

(One) Will you answer every question honestly? Yes

(Two) Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? Yes

(Three) Have you ever punched anyone in the face? Yes

(Four) Do you miss anything or anyone? Yes

(Five) What makes you laugh no matter what? My family

(Six) Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours? NO

(Seven) Who was the last person you talked to? LITTLE BROTHER

(Eight) What do you dislike at the moment? KEVIN OLLIE

(Nine) Name one of your friends who is the most like you? None

(One) Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like? No

(Two) Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? HELL NO

(Three) Will you get married? YES

(Four) Will you be having sex in the near future? HOPEFULLY LOL

(Five) Do you lie about your age? Nope

VERY PERSONAL.

(One) Hypothetically, If you were to have sex right now, would you use a condom? YES!!!!!

(Two) Are you happy with yourself?  YES BUT STILL IMPROVING

(Three) Would you change yourself for the person you love? Its inevitable!

(Four) What do you tell yourself when times get hard?  GOD GOT MY BACK

SECRETS.

(One) When did you last cry? When my great grandmother died a few months ago

(Two) Do you believe in religion? I WHOLEHEARTEDLY BELIEVE IN GOD
(Three) When was the last time you fell asleep with someone of the opposite sex? I plead the 5th

(Four) What is the last lie you told your parents? No need to lie

(Five) Did you ever wish a close friend to death? no

(Six) Has a guy/girl ever seriously punched you more than once? yes but i beat that ASS!!!

(Seven) Have you ever made out until you ran out of breath? probably

(Eight) Do you think you were ever in love? yes

(One) Have you ever dated your friend’s ex? No

(Two) Have you done bad things with your parents near by? YES

(Three) Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? No

(Four) Did you ever fail the school year? NOPE

(Five) Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs? YES

(Six) Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? No

(Seven) Do you think your future will be a good one? YES

Changes

I already seen some changes in my lifestyle and the people I asssociate with. I lost a couple of loved ones this year as well. Personally I still have a lot of growing to do.  Im at the point where my love for people comes with conditions, and I dont believe it should be that way. Well, I know it shouldnt be that with me.  2011 had its ups and downs but I learned a lot about myself. My top priority now is my health and well being.. Everything and everyone for the time being is secondary. As far as my relationships with the opposite sex, well I laid an egg again this year, and I take full responsibility for that. Maybe im attracted to the wrong type or maybe im attracting the wrong type but either way a change is needed. Welp, thats just a little insight of whats going on in my mind.. Thanks for reading…..”you may continue”….

“im a mother loving mirrorful” lupe fiasco

Inspired by one of my blog buddies”Up4Dsn” I have a question to all my friends. How many of you actually look in the mirror and recognize your true reflection? Believe it or not this is one of the hardest things to do. To be completely honest with yourself about your flaws. It takes a special person to really dig deep and pick their self apart without getting depressed. In the bible when adam and eve realized they were naked they felt SHAME. Do you feel that same shame when you stare in the mirror and strip yourself. Not just taking your clothes off but stripping yourself of all the falsehoods that you use to keep your self esteem high. Are you really being the best friend, brother, parent, lover, or person you can be? Do you really like they way you look or carry yourself? What can you improve on? Do you truely trust yourself or others? Just a few things to ask yourself. Remember I wouldnt suggest a weak minded person to go this route because if you really dig deep past the physical and emotional facade you wont always like what you see. So, are you strong minded enough?

52 Fake Out

Hmmm.. this is a interesting topic..have you ever faked it? And why? Little known fact is MEN fake it just as much women. As i get older i find little use for such an act. Simply bcuz your cheating yourself by faking it. Whats the point of lying anyway?